boa

hello

2005-11-01T17:48:00.000-08:00

hi!!
how have u all been??? how is ur classical starting? fine? i m not.. haiz.. all my lecturer ARE so damn boring.. no modd to listen n study their subject.. esp: taxation, business finance..
That taxation man is so LOSO.. OMG.. he is like an old grandmother. My grandmother is not like that even...
HE can repeeat n repeat n repeat a single again again n again... He is so sickening EVERYTHING is NICE TO KNOW so watfor u put in the notes.. making us more confusing.. Pages full of wording.. Every lecture and tutorial is giving us break for the deepavali n hari raya celebration.. V have to purposely go back for his lesson.. Can you imagine he still dare to say sorry... wat is there to sorry about... NICE to KNOW... I don even understand a single that come out from his mouth!!*Oops... :)
Business Finance woman... OMG Attend her lesson can die.. Really can die.. Her lecture... EEEEEE is so sickening.. She is so slow... snail is faster then her..She talk to herself.. Hp can rings during lesson. I really dunno what is she talking about.. She say I faster talk finish then i can let u all go off early.. OMG... WHat the diff... she is talking so slow.. by the time she end everything is about time.. Yucks.... :( Wat bad lectures she gave... Any lecture is better than her...

Can i change lecture? Can i complain and DEMAND for new lecturers and tutors? haiz..

My group PRoject is another sickening problem... For my ICT problem My tutor is TBs AGAIn... EEEE... my group is 2 girl and 2 guy... They are so incoorperative.. I hate to work with them.. The day b4 the ICT presentation... The 2 girl promise to present but then one person took MC and purposely don cum the other one took half day off and leave by saying she had a sore throat and left behind A virused ppt withgout saying ANYTHING and left.. C they are so irresponsible people i had in m,y group.. everyone had already halfway throught they ICA project but mine???? haven even started.. I didnt even c them online.. OMG For god sake.. can they do sth about it?? I am so tired.. getting this kkind of group member...

No matter what.. I can only do my part and wait for them... no choice... They are such irresponsible people... teach me how.....
I had no mood to study... I am dying soon.. I hate it.. I had to really concentrate on my studies and my job... i had to give time to my family... If not my ma will nag at me.. No more outing.. :) work school n home... the 3 MAIN thing i had to do for now.. will end soon.. EVERYTHING WILL END FaSt!!!

wish me luck...
In class everything change, mybe is not people change is i m the one who change.. I really had to buck up!!! is already week3... In class is so loner... Is so much different since after tep end...
LEts pray for the better...

no feelings...

2005-10-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

finally TEP is ending...
memories...

CRM...
FSRC

BPos
no group photos

But next week classical starts... How will it be??? :( abit sad n sian no mood to study..
I started working in GYM past 2 weeks... now i will have a new job next week.. selling Hps..
Those who want to buy handphones come n contact me ok.. ;)
I need to earn some money cause I really Broke... Too many birthdays and Bills to pay up!!!
This world is so realistic, No money No talk.. haiz.. so have to work hard...
I had to study and work at the same time!!hope everything works well for me..
I just scare that i cant cope my studies...
If i cant cope I wil give one of my job.

Being a GYM Attendant actually is really nothing much.. Just stand down there stone... and get an hour pay just to stone! But i think is very scary cause... I dunno y also!!! I just felt scare and lonely when i m in there... Every monday, the GYM users are always the same.. But they are very scary!! Their muscles are damn BIG!! Really BIG!! is bigger than my head... I think they can use one finger to carry me and throw me out of the GYM!! haiz.. most of them looks like that! :S
My Gym Instructor is not bad, he always let me go off early 10 mins.. Quite cute but abit fat.. Maybe is his Muscle that makes him looks FAT or BIG size?? i donno.. His Girlfriend stay near my hse... We talk but not alot...I want to change my shift to the early one but if i change then I will have to work with another Instructor.. I don wish to change the Instructor.. But is so late already... by the time i reach home is so damn late.... TIred!! :(

I am so bored!! Nothing to do so Blog... haiz.. dunno what should i Do?? work or don work??
Will it be very tired? can i cope? How would My life be?? :-<>
anyway All the best to the people cuming in for TEP!! enjoy ur life ba..

boring

2005-10-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

Today is a boring Day!!!
Siewping went back Malaysia to celebrate her father's birthday! Left me alone here...
My group member all gone..I think they went for early break.. that is their daily routine..
Early BReaks!!!

Ah hiong come at 1021, I was blogging.. So late...

Tep is ending soon.. i doubt i have much things to do.. Since have completed them..

BUT... i still have my report left uncomplete.. NO mood to do so damn bored..

My group members.. again... throw papers all over the table.. When ah soh come, she will scold me for keeping them clean.. I am always so sway...
Hate them!!! Always MIA.. the table is so messy left me there to clean... Wat the hell!!!

haiz... i am so lucky to have such "GOOD" members...

wat a day!!!

Taking early leave today!! no nid to stay and mushroom there for nth!!!
But take already like no use haiz...

STUPID B.P.O.S!!!!!

sway

2005-08-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

suddenly have the urge to blog..

I hate BPOS.. :( really makes me mad.
I am always inside the room alone. Star at the ceiling. stare at those sick computers. Can't even operate like a computer.U cant imagine how sick are they.
Suppose to have 1 hr break, my group will have the full 2 hrs of break or even more than that. They dare to MIA and stay at home, don come. I hope i m them who dares to do alll those stuff.

I really that loner. Spiders build strong web on me everyday! i can only read newspapers and comics.

I think the Supervisor LOVES me so much. SHe gave thousand of things to do after I completed one. i don dare to hand up if not I will have new job to do. if she has nth for me to do, she even call me to do houskeeping. Clear the table.... HAiz..

I did alot of individual work. Others work in pairs or threes. maybe my work is simplest but the most!!!

I everytime finish very fast end up have nth to do!
I inside have no friends so sit down there. REALLY is sit down there and Stare,

My life is so miseable in BPOS.

Now after i have done my stuff, the teacher want me to clear the table and stuff and look for another teacher. MOST IRRITATING teacher. SHe wan me to key in data, dunno do wat then analysis then DO REPORT>>..........
Y I M SO SWAY!~!!!!!!!!!:(
LONer........

friends

2005-08-17T05:31:00.000-07:00

Finally,
I know something... at 1st i tot i found friends...
I have seen enough n had enuff... I know that I am a loner.
Since primary school i know that friendship wont last long.
But i still believe that i will find best friend one day.
All are liar and so fake.
why friendship are so brittle.??
Why cant they arent treating me the same as how they treat the other friends??
Am I so bad that they don even bother about me...

argh!!! watever i have enuff.... No more friend in my dictionary...
Once is enuff but now is not once... is the forth or fifth times...

I gave up!!!

Personal Selling

2005-08-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

Erm.. nothing much to blog on.. haiz.. life is so boring.. :S

Anyway, I have created a NEW website for MY Personal Selling Project.
Hope you can take alook. This time round Our school is selling Moon cakes as mooncakes festival is cuming. :) enjoy reading!! Personal Selling Thanks... :)

A close save

2005-08-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

A Close "Save"

phew!!

today is the 2nd day of my block leave Nobody was at home. All of them went out so left me alone.

My brother suppose to buy lunch for me after his lesson but for not troubling him, I go to the nearest Mall to get my own lunch.

When I get out of my house, the sky turn a bit dark. So I tell myself to walk faster if not I will become drenched chicken when i reach my destination.

When I was crossing to another end of the road, My handphone rang.

There is a construction worksite so when i picked up the handphone I couldn't hear properly what my aunt was saying.

I hanged the phone. Next min, she called back.

She shouted in the phone:" YOUR MOM CALL YOU TO KEEP THE LAUNDRY IN! It goin to

RAIN anytime!"

I was thinking to myself:" O shit! how could i forget to take in the laundry!" should I go and get my lunch and run bac home or should I just run straight home and keep the un-dried clothes."

Since i was so near the mall, so i quickly run up to the food court and anyhow buy my lunch! The uncle still giving me bad services. I had to wait for abt 10 minutes in order to get my food packed. I ran home.

I hold my food in my hand and I dash back. Looking into the dark sky. Is going to rain soon anytime. I could only hear my heart pumping hard. I am going to die soon. I lack of energy. I feel so weak. The wind is so strong that it is a tychoon. I going to be blown away.

I was just at the playground! i can feel droplets of rain hitting on my head, face, and my body. I dash again and reach the lift. I quickly unlock my 3 big lock. The gate, The big locker and the wooden door. Phew! I got it in time! What a close "save".

I kept in all the laundry, I was drenched with all my sweat but not the RAIN! I took a Rest and slowly take my time walking around my house and scanning some stuff.

1/2 hour passed...

I went out to my living room. I was looking for my food. I couldn't find it. I was searching from the kitchen to my study table and back to the dining table i just couldnt find it.. OMG...

WHERE IS MY LUNCH??!!

>>>

>>>>

>>>

I went and locked my wooden door. I found my lunch is on top of my shoe cupboard!

WAt a day!!!

sick

2005-08-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

It had been a week plus...
1st few days, i don't even have appetite to eat.
I haven recovered from my illness.
I still feeling weak as usual.
I had flu.
My ears are blocked.
Can't listen to people from far. Like an old woman.
I had coughing throughout the day.
I am scared to see a doctor.
I hate medicines. They are so bitter.
I had sorethroat on the 1st day. My ma still force me to finish up the last piece of pizza.
Argh!!!

It seems to get worst.. hehe.. but i wil be fine..
OMG! i am passing virus around so better DON't get near me..
Pls don't get near me.
:)

Slam Dunk

2005-07-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

This is the Best comic i had ever READ!!!

The BEST story i ever come ACROSS!

The MOST outstanding Book i HAD ever ever came across!
They are so cute and handsome!!
OMG... ESp the BIG gorilla. ("So handsome")

They are so cute right??

This comic actually I watch in animation cartoon in VCD before. (*It is Few years ago)
I nearly forget about the story.
My friend lent me this series of comics. I just couldn't stop reading. They are so exciting, sad, funny, happy, cute,cool... Hum... Hard to describe how good are them until you start reading them.

I in love with them. They made my day. They make me happy. They are cute.

I am mad.:)

I cried, I laughed, I screamed, I smiled, I coughed, I sneezed, I sick.

I mend the books. I dirty the books.
THEY ARE THE BEST. FOREVER SLAM DUNK!!

PLAYING basketball

2005-07-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
after TEP we stayed back to play Basketball and badminton. I didnt
played badminton because my ma don allow me to stay till very late. So I played till around 730 and went back.

The match is FUn even though i didnt manage to get any ball in hand or get the chance to throw the ball. I run about the court.

I am so short can't even catch the ball. I didnt even manage to touch their head. So tall like giant. DISGUSTING.

In a team, there is only 5 members but we have more than 5 members. This is the 1st time I play with so many people. Most of them are myfriends' friends. They are from the same stopover. They are FUN people.
I meet alot of people yesterday. LONG hands, Short hand. They create alot of fun in the game. I did nth much but stand there run around and laugh around.

We still act the people in the Slam Dunk people. LAN BAN QIU!! Is so fun.

a loner

2005-07-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

Finally, new project on hand.

Qns: What is stock and property?
Write A 6 page report hand next friday.
(Today is Wednesday)
How to do?
What to find?
Out of a sudden need to hand in a 6 page report & presentation.
STUPID...

What a FSRC?
What a Supervisior?
What a Teammembers?

I want to be alone..
I want to be loner...
I don care whoever...
I have no friends...
I am A loner...

I hate FSRC.. Although, we can slack everyday.
The people there are like CRAZY.
Scream like nobody business.
They are KEY SIAO... SCREAM & SCREAM.. crazy...
I cant tolerate anymore..
left few more weeks, I will be free..
I Don wan friends..
I wan to be alone.

LET ME BE ALONE...

Finally...

2005-07-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

After 7 days,
My supervisor finally came and look at our long delayed project.
She said she was very busy so she didnt have anytime to come up.
Anyway, I am not very interested or eager to see her.(Coz I am not spider) She is a fine teacher but abit naggy like an old grandmother.

Today,
For no reason, I was degraded. Because other stopover supervisor caught people in my room eating ice cream and other foods( HEAVY MEALS). I was so "luckily" got degraded for NO reason. They say one for all, all for one. They said SORRY. I mean sorry cure nothing.I cant do anything but just accept their sorry. :)

I cant find myself in this FSRC. I am just a nobody. I am lonely. In group project, I did only PPTssssss. The rest was done by my grp member they sort of don like me to contribute. All my sugguestions is useless to them. I seem to be useless in the group.

Today the supervisor came and take alook at our project. We need to complete 3 things. The spider(in my group not my friend one) did Flash and the teacher said is very well done. When it came to my ppt the supervisor gave bad comment. All thanks to the spider. Because she add in one more slide out of the sudden made my whole ppt timing is in a mess. When i told her about the teacher comment, she was totally har?? wat u mean.? i don understand!! still act blur... I think cos teacher praise her for the flash so she was damn YAYA...In my ppt, i did tell her that the PPT no need to put so many unwanted stuff but she die die want to put inside. Then the teacher gave comment abt the contents..-_-" She still act as if is my fault to put those things in. The oher group member like thinks that I am the one who cause that. HAIZ......

1st assignment given:

I remembered a gal in my group, she call me to take alook at the report she had completed. I made some changes. I remembered I did save the file but after i close the file. The file was gone. I couldnt find it. The spider was being a good person keep looking for that file. I mean since the file is gone no matter how you find is gone but she keep searching. Then that gal CRIED. I am shocked. Just for these, She cried. I felt so embrassed. I think that what is she crying for? Is Just a 3 pages report she cried. I told I help her to do but she say never mind. She don bother about me she started doing. She was weeping down there. I feel so bad. The spider is trying to win her heart she quickly ran down to the CHEERS and buy food and drink for her. That gal cried again... Then after awhile she started laughing like hell.

WEIRD!!!!!

In this group, I find myself useless cant do any help but create troubles. Whatever sugguestions I gave. Whatever stuff I did they changed everything. I had to put on fake smile to them for GOD SAKE. MY GRADEs...

LIfe is so miserable is it???
Is not. MAybe is because I am n0ot behaving well so I got this kind of treats...
Life is fair to everyone

I saw SOmebody

2005-07-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today, I went back home by train alone then i saw someone....
MY secondary school classmate. She had change alot . To another person.
She used to be a SIAO CHA BOR, shouting across one class to another end. She used to smoke. She used to clubbing.. lots and lots more.. used to have more than 1 boyfriend at a time.

NOW
She is gentle,NO more clubbing no more smoking.. Totally a different kind. Her boyfriend changed her..(maybee)

She called me.. :) We talk quite awhile. The 1st question again she shoot me is " HAVE BF??" she say is time for me to get one. I was down there shaking my head to her. Don really care. I not interested in this kind of stuff. I find it useless. Making myself so miserable.. EE yer... i will faint! She also ask me about the life in NYP. She currently working in Tajong Pagar. She dont realy like to study. She prefer to get pay every month than studying. Is really such a waste for her not to study cos in sec sch she is academically good.

She told me something i was quite shoked!! She say I am getting married next year. She is only 20 years old. Her boyfriend is 23 year old. Is still so young. i cant believe it. She say she will call me if she is gettin married.

Everything have changed..

Alll the best to her .. :)

PEOPLE....

2005-07-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

I meet lots n lots of people in this TEP.. What have I learn???
I learnt basically NOTHING in this stopover!
I ONLY learn from my friend-----------> SPIDERSSSSS......

That spider is my SEC sch friend... SO unlucikly
He always talks rubbish around to attract people attention..
He is trying to make a fool of himself and in front of the everyone.

I very pity my friend. She is now in a group with him.
He made so many the people around feel so miserable.
Everyday my friend will have new topic ABout SPIDER.
He is not SPIDERMAN but Ganchiong Spider..

He not only spider, he also has BIG MOUTH... speading rumours and fake NEWS to all people around him.
AND...
I am one of the victims. He spread to all my secondary school friend with those FAke rumours. The problem is i DON EVEN kNOW HIM well..IS NONE OF HIS BUSINESS!!! He know it because one of his friend who is in my class told him and he tot tat it is the truth. He is nonsense and a RUBBISH to me.. I cant control myself and feel like throwing a BIG RUBBISH BIN onto his sickening Dirty idoitic stupid FACE. Always act as if he is very very HANDSOME.

yesterday, I go and find my friend. Then he was there. He still called me till so gentle.. YUCKS!!! all my hair stand. He still ask my friend so many Questions about me??? I was wondering, WHAT's got to do with you??? He JUST simply CANNOT MAKE IT!!!!

He is a TEACHER'S pet.. ACtiing around in front of teachers to get good grades.

I had enough!
HE simply................................
awful expired strawberry yogurt,
beastly PIG,
detestable DOG,
distasteful stinko FISH,
hateful idoit bird,
horrid sickening LIZARD face,
lousy stupid RAMbutan hairstyle,
monstrous face with a FAke Cockroach smile,
nasty dirty smelly SHIT,
nauseating disgusting Durian FACE,
rotten APPLE with a DOG shit on his HEAD,
shameless disgusting SNAKE.

He SPOIL my day.

TEP... ANother Terror

2005-07-10T18:01:00.000-07:00

I heard from my friend, said that there will be a tough time in another round in Year2...
Which is having lots of projects and presentation every week.
After TEP, we will go back to our classical. My friend said that she is very stress and have alot of stuff to do. We will be having 8 modules and 3 of them is elective.

I gonna FAINT again this time. Having hard times in poly times because I am not those who like to perform or attract attention. I don like to stand in front of people to do sort of rubbish. Even though if i want to do, i JUST don have the courage to stand in front of even few people to jus speak or presentation. That is my weakness. I hate PRESENTATION. I hate to PERFORM.

BUt scare?? i also have to do it..
AFraid?? i stil have to do it...
wat to do..I am the one who choose this path so I have to bear with it...

NO lifes.....

Nothing Gona Change

2005-06-30T18:35:00.000-07:00

Believe there will be a place for me!
Stairways to Heaven.
There will be no pain and worries.
There will only be happiness.
There definitely be me!
I will be there soon.

Nth gonna change-- BoA

In the winter sky, Orion sparkles, and I think you, separated so far away
That time, in that way, by each other's side, we'd have the same dream, and believe in the future
Dear, my tears... I loved you; we were able to say anything
The love in my heart will overcome time and find it's way to wherever you are.
Nothing's gonna change, my love
Even though time passes, I won't forget those gentle eyes
It was precious.
Because you taught me everything about the radiance I loved.
Someday I will forget even the pains of my heart, and even your voice will lessen.
Downpouring light is a flower which blooms in the tender earth in clear times.
Dear, my all...
The truth is, even now, I'm waiting for your words
Someday, you'll be able to say them again, like the seasons will be able to carry light again.
Nothing's gonna change my love
I won't change until the day we're able to meet again
Even if I walk a different future, yes, those eyes will surely smile, so...
In my heart, because I can't lie,I love you...
From my heart...
hat happy feeling, I'll surely never forget
Nothing's gonna change my love
Everytime you stay my eyes
please forget me not
Baby you... you're my all
Nothing's gonna change my love
Forever more, you're my everything
I miss you babe...Yes, my babe...
Nothing's gonna change my love...

Nice Song! Yea!!

BoA Kwon

A bit bored?

2005-06-27T18:11:00.000-07:00

"Hum... Feeling a bit bored!"

I need some SAD movies.

I want to cry OUT louD!

I feel like destressing.

CRY out LOUD TILL I am blind!

Cry till my eyes is as swollen as goldfish's eyes

Cry till I can't breathe!

Cry till as if is the end of the world.

Cry till all i can!

I just wanna cry

cry..

I will feel a lot a lot more better after crying!

I feel better now!

After crying I feel more energetic, I feel good.

DUD! I am crazy.

Why am I always feeling so miserable?

I am MAD!

Stairways to Heaven!

Full of happiness!

No more Saddness!

In life:

Did I miss a chance?
What am I waiting for?

MY BoA

2005-06-23T17:45:00.000-07:00

MY BoA.

She is my favourite singer.
She learn and can speak FOUR different language.
Chinese, English, japanese and of cos Korean lang.
I like her through my brother. My brother is her hard core fan. WAITING was the 1st song i like.
She is pretty, cute, cool.
ONE MORE thing i wan to confirm with you guys that she is not PLASTIC or FAKE.
SHe did not undergo surgery.
How i wish i m half of her.
She is well-known in many countries including europe country.

Her album always top in the music chart.
Her music made my day.
Her music let me cries.
Her music made me smile.
Her dance is cool.
Her dance is entertaining.
BoA is accomplished, admirable, attractive, capital, certified, champion, choice, choicest, desirable, distinctive, distinguished, estimable, exceptional, exemplary, exquisite, fine, finest, first, first-class, first-rate, good, great, high, incomparable, invaluable, magnificent, meritorious, notable, noted, outstanding, peerless, piked, premium, priceless, prime, select, skillful, skookum, sterling, striking, superb, superlative, supreme, tiptop, top-notch, transcendent, wonderful.

She is my NO 1.

hihi!!

2005-06-21T18:29:00.000-07:00

BIMBO miss your blogs?
ShuMIN miss your love letters?
TErissa Miss your Business Process Flow?
PeiSHi miss your HIAS projects??
how are you all?

THanks for the sweets, foods, and ur lollipop!!
Thanks for the fun times.. yea!!! ESP... gossips........
Thanks for being a great team mates!!
Thanks for your present also.. hehe:)
Thanks for taking care of me...
Thanks for always call me along... taking me out of the loneliness...
Thanks ALOT....

I quite enjoy my life in CRM with you guys around!!
Enjoyed working with you guys....
wif the reports expert arounds...
and going morning breakfast.... and late !!!

hope you all can enjoy your life in your new stopover..
Everything gonna change and ends... (is bad or good)
So all the best to ya....
Everything has to come to an end...
take it and leave it easy..
like that v can be happier...
ACCept life...

BElieve that some day nothing gonna change...
Friendship isnt that brittle after all?? is it??

today!!

2005-06-15T18:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is Wednesday!
Today is a thursday!!
Tomorrow is friday!

Monday i will be working in another stopover... Financial Service
dunno what will i be doin in there? choose for the sake of choosing..

Meeting new people there again..
Into a new environment...
not really looking forward..

My colleagues i am now everyday have alot of funny jokes and also GOSSIPS...
They are fun & happy people... although dun really have much time to know them well..
But all the best to their coming stopover.. :)

Stairways to heaven...
No pain and no more worries...

Presentation...

2005-06-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

Presentation again..
this time round quite ok becos only one audience hehe..

Boring LIFE...
2mr got driving license sian half.. so slpy now...
So bored.. wan to shake leg also cannot shake later broke my leg...

Enjoy a boring day ahead...

10 june 2005

2005-06-10T01:26:00.000-07:00

wat a BORing LIFE 2day.......

doin nothing sitting down shaking legs and all alone.. haiz...

But FM is here... zzzing... haha...

A typical Loner...

wat a loner day!!

Celebrate a LONER DAY!!!

09-06-2005

2005-06-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

Cherish Today

Yesterday is a DREAM
Tomorrow is a vision of HOPE
LOOk to this day
For it is a LIFE

Give the world the best u have
And the best will come back to you eventually

08-06-2005

2005-06-07T08:35:00.000-07:00

Wat a day...!!

I am Destroying myself..
I am Lonely
I am Alone
I am Crazy
I am Stressed
I am Pressurised
I am Tense
I am Sickening
I am Tired
I am Really Tired
I am Tired
I am ....
I am ....
I am ....

THE WAR WILL END SOON...
EVERYTHING WILL BE NORMAL SOON....

Live Alife... Nth gonna change much...
But Live as is it..
You will feel happier if u learn to appreciate the surroundings...

Isnt Friendship is too brittle??

----------BY Nobody----------

06/06/2005

2005-06-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

hair loss..

I have been dropping lots of hair since the pass few weeks... i m so scare what if one day i become BARCODES... The amount of hair i m dropping is really uncountable. When i swept the floor in my room, i don dare to see them. haiz.. Everyday is a Boring day..

NO Life
NO Energy
NO Motivation
NO Force
NO Mood
NO Brains
NO Heart
NO Money
NO time
NO NOTHING...

REALLY THERE IS NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO ...
Teach me how to have A LIFe..

Friends is so brittle isn't it??